Showing posts with label Tired. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Tired. Show all posts

Thursday, November 06, 2008

Sleep Travelling?

I know I said what I said…but sometimes life is hard. I’ve been extremely busy at work. Staying late and crashing around 8:00pm every night this week. Then I would wake up at 1am, or 3am; sometimes both. Sometimes I wish that I didn’t have to sleep, but this is getting annoying. There’s one thing that has kept to going thought, and that is next summer’s trip to Chicago, but I’ve decided that Chicago isn’t enough for me. It’s just a start.

Last week, I dreamed that I was in the UK. I’m not sure where exactly I was, but I do know I was in the UK. I know I was there to meet a certain blogger, her bloke, and their “lil” one, but I don’t think I actually meet any of them. All I remember is waiting in a bar/pub/whatever they call them over there.

Then earlier this week, I found myself looking through Expedia.ca at flight/hotel packages for a week in Hong Kong, to which I concluded, Hong Kong isn’t as expensive as I thought it would be, so I’m toying with the idea of adding Hong Kong my list…after London. I’ve committed London (or wherever in the UK Vics is) for 2010, no matter what.

I’m still thinking Vegas would be cool, as well as going back to Ottawa. There are some old friends in Ottawa a new one, that I haven’t meet face to face, and Vegas…well a couple of days in Vegas, while staying at the Hooters Hotel, or some other “fine” establishment. Let’s see, Vegas vs. Ottawa. I might do a poll on that one day. Either way, one of those trips would be squeezed in between Chicago and London.

One thing that I have noticed is the lack of interest in flying back home to visit family. I’m sorry, but I do not want to go to that small town in Northern Ontario…ever, but I know that one Christmas I’ll have to make that journey…to the dullest place on earth.

I’ve also considered a weekend in Fort McMurray. While I wasn’t born there, I did grow up there, and I consider that place home, more than the small town in Northern Ontario. I honestly feel that part of the world held me back. There wasn’t any opportunity for me there, unless I wanted to be a lumberjack, drive a truck, or do something for a living that I would absolutely hate. Fort McMurray has options.

So once, again. I will try to blog more regularly, and avoid blogging about Britney Spears’s Vagata.

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Tuesday, January 30, 2007

A moments rest

I'm still here. It's just that work has been so busy lately. There's not enough time in the day lately. I guess that's what happens when you take a Friday (even after you go in on Saturday for a few hours).

I wish I had some words of wisdom or something like that. All I have is a Piggy Bank in the form of a goat. A gift from Erin. I will have a picture of the little guy up this week.

I'm glad that Stef managed to get a couple of hours in City of Heroes despite Vics attempts to stop him and oh Jay, IS THERE NO PLEASING YOU !!!!! *SOB*

I'll have something more profound next time.

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Tuesday, January 23, 2007

I'm tired and stuff

I feel so tired lately. I’m chalking it up to the January blues. The good news is that I booked Friday off so it’s going to be a short week. Too bad it’s not going to be a good week. Yesterday was the worst for me. I wandered around at work. I did a few things that had to be taken care of and then I went home. After I got home, I made a few phone calls to some family and friends and went to bed at 7:00pm. Oh did I mention that yesterday was my birthday?

I’ll tell the truth, I didn’t care at all that it was my birthday. I sure as hell didn’t want to mention it to anyone. I just didn’t feel like celebrating. Not to mention that there’s only a handful of people at work I would like to hang out with anyway. Most are indifferent and a few I want to strangle. That’s why I didn’t want to celebrate yesterday. Oh for the record, he WON’T SHUT UP.

Now that I think about it, it’s shocking that my lack of energy hasn’t resulted in my apartment turning into a pigsty. I have managed to keep my place decent. I wish I could say the same for the new landlords. The new landlords officially bought the building on the 9th and things are starting to go downhill. There’s garbage in the stairways and the hot water issue is now on day two.

The worst part is that I’m starting to feel grim and people are starting to notice it. Then again, some people are kinda rude about making me waste my time. People who call and tell me something is an emergency, then make me wait for them pisses me off. I now have a 5 minute policy. If they don’t speak to me about an issue after 5 minutes, I’m going to walk away.

I really don’t want my blog to turn into a grumpfest but there isn’t much else inside me right now. I want to talk about joyful things. Instead I feel nothing to fatigue and …..annoyance.

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Monday, January 22, 2007

My Brain is tired.

I’m still bored. This is starting to get annoying. This cycle of glum that I’m been going through is start to really annoy the hell out of me. I’m starting to think that I need a new …something.

Right now the new addition to my life is The Simpson’s Trivia calendar and let me tell you, while it’s a fun way to waste 10 to 15 seconds of my day; it’s not something that’s going to make a difference.

I was so bummed out and bored that I scrubbed out my refrigerator, so If insomnia hits me again this week this, I need to do my floors again. This doesn’t mean I don’t clean when I’m not trying to sleep. It just means I don’t put as much effort on my floors and such things.

I find myself want to redecorate my apartment. I’ve been checking out the IKEA website for a new bookshelf. Right now I have a big entertainment unit and I want to get rid of the thing. It has a 27in TV in it but it just fits. If I were to get a HDTV, I would be screwed.

Great, now I’m talking about interior decorating. I’m LAME !!!! SO LAME.

I must have something because right now even porno does seem to interest me. This must mean that I’m really sick or something.

I feel ready to take a nap right now, but I till have 4 hours to go before work. Oh the bright side, Ikea have the bookshelf I want in stock. Sigh. I’m pathetic.

Perhaps this desire the redo my living room is part of a need I have to redo my life. Change jobs…change appartmen…mmmm I smell steak……. Nevermind.

That’s it for me.

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Thursday, November 30, 2006

At a loss....

I don't know what to write about. To be honest, I'm mentally exhausted right now. I want some me time but that's not going to happen for some time. At least until Christmas time. I booked time off during the holidays but someone is trying to fight that. Well I have the holiday time for half of it, so either they're going to give it to me or pay me out. Having a Christmas bonus like that would be nice though. I could afford a new laptop.

I'm been giving a laptop some serious thought, so I could blog in the hotel room, use my Vonage USB Key and yes play City of Heroes as well.

I wish I had something else to say, be my witty/smart ass self, but right now there's no energy left for that part of my brain.

Did I mention that I have to fly back to Regina on Sunday? At least it's only till Tuesday. Then again, they've been talking about me going back in January, so that laptop is starting to look good.

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