Tuesday, February 02, 2010

I'm not hungry, I'm not tired. I don't know what I feel.

It's not a good day. I lost my job. Well, technically I didn't loose it, but if I were to go there now, someone else will be sitting at my desk. I know I should be feeling something, but I don't. I just feel nothing. I should be panicking over the loss of my job, but I'm not. Actually I feel sad, but not for the reason you might think.

Everyone has worked in places that they've hated. I've been there as well. The thing is that this wasn't one of those places. I loved going there, and there were good people there too. It wasn't perfect, but damn close. I'm really going to miss everyone.

The thing that does suck is that odds are my August plan to go to London are on hold. I'm not sure if I can go at this point. I'm keeping all trip money for living expenses, at least until I know what's going on with my life. When the Unemployment starts coming in and things like that, or better yet. Getting a new job.

I've been getting a lot of well wishers from work too, mostly from Facebook. Apparently a lot of people were sadden by my departure, though I'm more sadden. They still have jobs. Well, I do still have the second job on the weekends. I could ask for more hours, but I'm not ready to do that just yet. Working in a Supermarket isn't the greatest thing in the world.

I've been updating my resume tonight, and the good news is that I seem to have more skills, to offer than the last time I was job hunting, so hopefully, I'll be able to snag something that much quicker.

I really don't have much else to say...excpet that, if somone has a good paying job for me, please let me know.

My 2 Bytes

1 comment:

E said...

Oh K! I am so sorry!! I know how you feel...(at least somewhat). I'vce been "let go" from jobs before and it sucks, just really cuts you in half (or even more).

Just use all the government services you can! You have worked for a long time and paid into them, its time to get that back!

And collecting cans & bottles isn't a bad thing if that is what you need to do to get a little more $$. I remember when I was a tween I spent all my money shopping downtown and returned soda bottles so I would have .50 to take the bus home.

If you need ANYTHING, just to talk or ANYTHING I am here for you!!! ~E