Friday, February 05, 2010

I'm feeling much better now.

Well, I managed to get through last night's and this morning mental breakdown without hurting myself. Don't get me wrong, I'm not out of the woods yet, but at least, I'm not as screwed as I thought I was. Don't get me wrong, I'm still screwed, but I'm not homeless.

I want to thank Cat for helping me get through the worst of it. She's the one who help me get through the worst of it. She was there for me, and I heart her very much. It's nice to know that there are people out there like her. Also, thanks for the support Letti. It's nice to know that people do care.

One thing did seriously piss me off though. I've since removed the comment, but someone thought that a good way to comment about me freaking out on my blog was to put some Chinese spam in my comments. This has happened to me before, but for it to happen in that post? HAVE SOME FRIGGIN CLASS.

To be fair, I'm sure that the person who posted it, didn't speak English, but geeze.

I got...nothing else. I guess I'm still a little freaked out.

My 2 bytes


letti said...

awww. I'm glad you're feeling much better. Me no likee a freaked out K :) That's as close to chinese spamming as I can get *grin* Take care, big guy :)

Olly said...

So glad you are feeling a bit better. When I read your post I felt so bad for you. Yes - you really do need a hug. I am a cronic worrier and being self employed doesn't help matters much. I can worry myself into a frenzy over nothing. One book I keep referring back to is old but still very relevant "How to Stop Worrying and Start Living" by Dale Carnegie. Gets me through some very dark times indeed. Glad to hear that you have some savings and are still at your weekend job. Doesn't hurt to take an "in-between" job, that you will never put on your resume, during times like this. I have made some very good life-long friends doing just that.
I know I haven't been in blog land much, but I still do read your posts and care about your feelings, dreams and challenges.
As I said, glad you are getting through it - keep posting!!! I'm still reading:-)

E said...

If you ever feel you need more "professional" help then GET IT!! I don't feel that I have ever been in true, total crisis before but I have reached out and used all the resources I could and it does help! And you have friends and people that care about you...even if you haven't talked with them in a long time (like me...I know I'm the worst friend ever) but if you reach out WE ARE HERE FOR YOU!!!!! ~E